My name is Emily, I’m 24, and lately it feels like life has been swinging at me nonstop with a bat.
I never grew up in a fairytale. Things were far from perfect, but I kept pushing forward. I worked part-time at a cozy bookstore while trying to finish my college degree, and I shared a small apartment with Ethan.
Ethan wasn’t just my boyfriend — he was my anchor, my safe place. He held my hand when anxiety crept in, told ridiculous jokes until I laughed so hard my sides hurt, and came home every day with grease-smudged fingers from his job as a mechanic, wearing that gentle smile I loved so much.
Then one evening, he simply didn’t come home.
The knock that followed shattered my world.
The officer barely spoke — just two words: “car crash” and “instant.” That was enough.
Suddenly, the apartment became a prison of memories. Every room echoed his name, every silence weighed heavier than grief itself.

For weeks, I could hardly function. Eating felt impossible, breathing felt like a battle. I curled up clutching one of his hoodies, convincing myself that if I held it tight enough, maybe he’d walk through the door again. Then the nausea started. I thought grief was wrecking my body — but the doctor told me otherwise.
I was pregnant. With twins.